[Wilhelm has forgotten his old routines. For a week, he's just drifted along like a corpse on the current. He helped Kell settle into his room, and otherwise he loses himself in long aimless walks, equally long and aimless drives in the Horizon, bottles of wine jacked from the dining hall and split with his new roommate.]
[He recognizes that Kyle seldom brings up his personal life. He recognizes that sort of hurt, too, wanting someone and getting a taste of what it's like by their side but knowing you'll never really get to call them mine. He went through it with Rhy last year.
And he got through it. But right now, it's hard to see across to the other side of this lonely ocean.]
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a week post-event
[ He also thinks it might be, you know, good for you. ]
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Let me know if there's anything else you need.
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[ Or didn't do. ]
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Everyone seems to be taking our return differently.
[ He is worried about a lot of people. But right now, he's not worried about Wilhelm anymore. ]
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[ Wille had seemed happy with Kelson. ]
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I know it's hard for you.
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[ He has no advice for any of this.
A very, very long pause. ]
I was with someone for a time in that other future.
I don't think he feels the same way that I do, now that we're back.
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And he got through it. But right now, it's hard to see across to the other side of this lonely ocean.]
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It really does.
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