[ Rhy takes a moment to set down the spoon and try the tea -- barely a sip, more to get his thoughts in order yet again, as they keep scattering, than because he really cares how it tastes.

He meets Wilhelm's eyes, afraid to see the emotion in them, but knowing this is not the time to be a coward. He owes Wille that much. ]

We have been friends for some time now, you and I.

I fear I have pulled that friendship all out of shape, so carelessly, into something it should not be. I've been horribly selfish.

I haven't been mindful of your feelings, and for that, I am deeply sorry.

[ There's a catch in his throat at the last, but mostly, he managed to say it all solemnly, without letting emotion overcome him now. He must resolve to keep this up regardless of Wilhelm's reaction. ]